Saturday, April 16, 2011

Im not OK, Im Just A Really Good Actress

"Hey, how are you?" :D
"I'm Good" :)
"That's great, I've been amazing. OMG you'll never guess what happened between John and me last night!!!" :D 
"OMG What?!?!?!?" :O 
"Well....." :D

*Sigh* Oh if only you knew, I don't give a damn about what happened to you last night. Truth is, I simply don't have the time for your petty little problems,  when I have my own bigger, more important, ones haunting me where ever I go. You don't know this though and I can't be mad at you for this, since no one does. And no one knows this because I'm happy, optimistic Monica without a care in the world. Well, I'm not. I am not OK, I'm just a really good actress. I can go around and pretend to care, pretend to laugh, pretend to smile. I can go around and lie to you with my eyes. No one wants to see past that first layer of skin, no one wants to see the real, shattered, broken me. And that's "OK" because I really don't want to see her ether.

 

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